you know something? this is probably the happiest i have ever been. sometimes i wonder if i could change the wrong things i've ever done. and then i wonder if it would change where i am right now. and then i realize that maybe i think way into things that don't really matter at all. this is now and this should be forever. summer is. going to the beach with my girlfriend and my friends eating out every night for no reason driving aimlessly and racing anyone, even though they're not really racing... and they're in a minivan. having fun with friends. arguing over trivial bullshit. throwing rocks at our porn watching neighbor trying to see if he'll turn off his tv. blowing up fireworks at 3 in the morning and hearing someone scream WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?! playing beer pong until you throw the ball in every direction but the cup. working on my car washing my car more times than i clean my room going to see rush gaaaaaaaaaaah | 
